REBOUND

I know you still love her
I can see it in your eyes
As you speak about her to me
I think about all his lies.
I dont know if I still love him but
He's always on my mind
I know me and you are just friends and
Thats why Im so surprised.
We're both caught up with eachother and
With this friendship that weve found
Yet were still in love with others because
We're both on the REBOUND.

I havent built up the nerve yet
To tell you just how I truly feel
In fear of you not feeling the same so
I play the friend role cuz that was our deal.
Shes no good for you
But you wont let her go
Hes no good for me but
Ill never be with him again fasho.
But it doesnt stop you from
Making me laugh and smile
Every moment I spend with you
Is so worthwhile.
Neither of us wants to admit it
For fear of being let down
I know you feel the same way I do and
Ill never think of you as just a REBOUND.

Im not sure if I want you
Just to say I have a man.
Or if Im just longing for you to love me
In a way that he cant.
Im so confused right now but
I want to know if you feel the same
Or if were just trying to get over
Our pasts by playing this game.
No matter what it is
I still want you in my life
Forget about her all she did
Was cause you strife.
We should forget about both of them
Cuz they played us like clowns
Its easier said than done though cuz
We're still both on the REBOUND.


K@MEL@H

Randomly Ranting and Raving

Like an unborn baby nestled in its mothers womb.
Like a corpse resting for eternity in his tomb.
Like a ticking time bomb waiting to explode.
Like a garbage truck when it drops off its last load.
Like no books on a shelf.
Like wandering aimlessly by yourself.
Like knowing all the questions, but not the answers.
Like the Dr. just told you you have Cancer.
Like a smile with no teeth.
Like a victory with no defeat.
Like loving with no heart.
Like getting to the finish line without a start.
Like parking your car overnite in a fire lane.
Like traveling around the world with no plane.
Like a storybook with no pictures.
Like reading the bible with no scriptures.
Like comprehension without a brain.
Like sitting in traffic with no passing lane.
Like rain on a spring day.
Like having a map, yet losing your way.
Like a class with no teacher.
Like a church with no preacher.
Like sunshine with no moon.
Like snow in the month of June.
Like lightening with no thunder.
Like the song of a one hit wonder.
Like writing with no inhibitions.
Like making a life or death decision.
Like a heart with no beat.
Like toes with no feet.
Like hair with no head.
Like pillows but no bed.
Like life without me.
Like an ocean with no sea.

I guess my point is this...
Your Life Would Mean Nothing Without The Other Half Of It.

K@MEL@H

Random Thought.....

Your sarcasm doesnt move me and your lack of respect for the game better not choose me...You may not like anything about me but respect is what I demand... and youll give it to me even if you dont understand...that me doing me is always my plan... and you being important to me you cant command so dont sit there and complain just respect the game...K@MEL@H

MY WEDDING RING

I gave my all and all to you,
With it you did what you wanted to.
What conspired with us from then to now,
Ended up wrong and I don't know how.
Love seemed so simple now just a thing,
So I'm taking off "MY WEDDING RING."

Love comes love goes thought ours would last,
Six long years now all in the past.
Endless arguing coupled with many turmoiltuos fights,
Wishing you were gone and crying through the night.
I no longer have a song to sing,
So I'm taking off "MY WEDDING RING."

Trying over and over again to save a love that's lost,
Willing to fight until the end no matter what the cost.
I tried to keep you home with me,
But home with me you didn't want to be.
While trying to hold on to you I have lost my being,
So I'm taking off "MY WEDDING RING."

A shiny diamond on my left hand,
Forever and always was the plan.
Walking down the isle to you,
All this time you were untrue.
Money can't to you love bring,
So I'm taking off "MY WEDDING RING."

K@MEL@H J.H.M.

A NEW CHAPTER

Like a freshly cut wound that bleeds blood from within.
Like a book with no words or no ink in a pen.
Weeping loudly and shedding tears through the night.
Awakening from a nightmare with a heart filled with fright.
Every fairy tale doesn't end with happily ever after.
Time to finish this page and start A NEW CHAPTER.

Destined to fail but fate lasted through the years.
To look and to mock every single one of my tears.
Listlessly concious laying there to only awake.
To watch my dreams and accomplishments float away on the lake.
Frigid waves drifting never again to be captured.
Now this one is finished, time to start A NEW CHAPTER.

K@MEL@H

GOODBYE

Trapped in a trecherous monotinous love affair,
Continuously trying to prove to you how much I care.
Pointlessly partaking in a physical romance,
Foolishly and flippantly giving you chance after chance.
Tirelessly and tragically falling for habitual lies,
Glaring and staring aimlessly into your mesmerizing eyes.
Fearlessly and furociously in search of true love,
Sadly and mistakably thinking you were from above.
When honestly I opened up my blinded empty eyes,
Seeing you clearly and happily saying my GOODBYE.
Peeling away the thick coating that covered the real you,
Finally at once I'm focused on exactly what to do...Say GOODBYE.

K@MEL@H

COMING BACK

Strolling down a desolate path leading to the abiss,
Silence and serenity passing with a swift hint of bliss.
Turmoil trechery and entrapment,
Encompassed by everlasting resentment.
Inviting you to join me and gather up my slack,
After all you always said that you were COMING BACK.

Engulfed in the fire of your eyes,
Fillied with the element of surprise.
Your lack of commitment I dare to despise,
Enamoured in the web of your lies.
Encouraging you to be with me and pick up all my slack,
After all you promised me that you were COMING BACK.

Often times failing to please you yet trying diligently with dismay,
Amazed by all you do yet and still I walk away.
The caring and the comfort feel dismal,
The pain and the suffering feels miserable.
Begging you to be with me and gather up the rest of my slack,
After all you insisted that you were COMING BACK.

Laying there stiff and lifeless a frozen empty look on your face,
That feeling was priceless and took me to an empty place.
A place no man would dare to go but yet and still Im there.
Reflecting on what use to be and things that I held dear,
Crying for you to save me and help me with my slack.
Finally coming to the realization that your never COMING BACK.

K@MEL@H